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Zusammenfassung: | "Gisela Feldman was born in Berlin in 1923. Gisela recounts the Nazi rise to power and witnessing a terrifying night when her father was taken away by the Nazis. After Kristallnacht, Gisela's mother knew they had to leave Germany. She managed to arrange visas for Cuba and passage there on a liner, the SS St Louis, for herself and her two daughters. However, Cuba, the USA and Canada all refused entry to the ship, and they were eventually given permission to come to England via Antwerp. After working as an au pair and a machinist in London, Gisela went on to have a long career as a teacher. She married Oscar and they had three children. She moved to Manchester in 1995 to be near her son and grandchildren. Gisela's book is part of the My Voice book collection, a stand-alone project of The Fed, the leading Jewish social care charity in Manchester, dedicated to preserving the life stories of Holocaust survivors and refugees from Nazi persecution who settled in the UK. The oral history, which is recorded and transcribed, captures their entire lives from before, during and after the war years. The books are written in the words of the survivor so that future generations can always hear their voice. The My Voice book collection is a valuable resource for Holocaust awareness and education." |
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Contents My parents move from Poland to Berlin My early years The lake and the seaside Suddenly, I heard a shot! Life became harder The Sun Doesn't Shine So Brightly Any More 7 The SS took Father away 8 Kristallnacht 9 Escape to Cuba 10 A brave man и Our journey on the St Louis 12 Arriving offshore in Cuba 13 Nobody would take us 14 I never saw Father again 15 Without a job you didn't eat 16 My family's fate 17 My work as an au pair and machinist 18 The Blitz I 2 3 4 5 6 ix i 5 9 11 13 17 21 25 27 33 35 41 43 47 51 55 59 63
Contents 19 How I met my husband 20 Our wedding 21 From Siberia to England 22 The beggar with the villa outside Paris 23 On the move 24 Tragedy strikes 25 How my teaching career began 26 That's a real Londoner you've got there 27 Studying for a degree 28 Mother's final years 29 Leisure time 30 Seeing the world 31 Losing Oscar 32 I moved to Manchester 33 A reunion in Israel 34 Peace is far away 35 The importance of Holocaust Education 36 You are amazing 65 69 73 77 79 83 87 91 93 97 99 105 in 115 121 125 129 133 My Voice volunteers About The Fed 137 139 X |
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