Porcelain: a memoir
From Moby, one of the most interesting and iconic musicians of our time, comes a piercingly tender, funny, and harrowing account of the path from suburban poverty and alienation to a life of beauty, squalor, and unlikely success. It's about making it, losing it, loving it, and hating it. It...
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Zusammenfassung: | From Moby, one of the most interesting and iconic musicians of our time, comes a piercingly tender, funny, and harrowing account of the path from suburban poverty and alienation to a life of beauty, squalor, and unlikely success. It's about making it, losing it, loving it, and hating it. It's about finding your people, your place, thinking you've lost them both, and then, somehow, when you think it's over, from a place of well-earned despair, creating a masterpiece. ... An iconic musician, Moby provides a piercingly tender, funny, and harrowing account of the path from suburban poverty and alienation to a life of beauty, squalor, and unlikely success. He traces his life as a DJ in the New York club scene; discusses the wretched (yet somehow hilarious) excesses of success; and explores how his passion for his music has steered him through some very rough seas |
Beschreibung: | 406 Seiten, 24 ungezählte Seiten Bildtafeln Illustrationen |
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PORCELAIN
/ MOBYYYEAUTHOR
: 2016
TABLE OF CONTENTS / INHALTSVERZEICHNIS
PARKING LOT, 1976. THE FUTURE
DIRTY MECCA, 1989-1990. ONE HUNDRED SQUARE FEET ; VEGAN COOKIES ; NIGHT
MOVES ; HANDS IN THE AIR ; GARBAGE-FILLED SHAFTWAY ; GOAT-SKIN BUCKET ;
TIC-TAC-TOE WITH A CHICKEN ; L TRAIN CONDUCTOR ; ORANGE SODIUM LIGHT ;
QUARTERS ON NEEDLES ; BLOODY SKATEBOARD WHEELS ; WET SOCKS ON THE
RADIATOR ; SMEARED BLACK MAGIC MARKER
MOBY GO!, 1990-1992. YAMS ; CROSSED ARMS ; SILVER RADIO ; BLACK LACQUER
; BABY FOOD ; GIANT LOOP OF KEYS ; THIN GRAY CURTAINS ; BROWN FLORAL
BEDSPREAD ; LIGHTS THROUGH THE TREES ; YELLOW HARD HAT ; TRILLIONS OF
MILES
DISTORTION, 1992-1995. BEANBAG CHAIRS ; PLYWOOD DANCE FLOOR ; SUNBURN ;
MONOCHROMATIC STROBES ; JUNIPER BUSH ; BIOLOGY TEXTBOOK ; DENTAL FLOSS ;
LEMON ZINGER ; CRACKS BETWEEN THE FLOORBOARDS ; DUST MOTES ; SNAKES IN
CAGES
ALCOHOL ENTHUSIAST, 1995-1997. THOUSANDS OF LEATHER JACKETS ; A MULLET
THE SIZE OF A POODLE ; NEON-GREEN MUPPET MONSTER FUR ; ANTS AND
THUMBNAILS ; PVC BODYSUIT ; ROSE-COLORED LIGHTS ; WET SWEATER ;
SUGARCANE FIELDS ; ACOUSTIC FOAM ; CHEETOS ON THE CASINO FLOOR ; ORANGE
JACKET ; CONDENSATION ON FREEZING GLASS ; DARK WATER ; EIGHTEEN INCHES
OF MUD ; STAGNANT GREEN WATER
THE RAVE'S PROGRESS, 1997-1999. OAK TREES ; WEDDING RECEPTION ; RAIN ON
THE SKYLIGHTS ; WINDOWLESS BEDROOM ; CHAIR WITH CIGARETTE BURNS ;
MELTING POOLS OF SNOW ; BEIGE CAMRY
DIESES SCHRIFTSTUECK WURDE MASCHINELL ERZEUGT. |
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